The death curse (Prussia x Reader)

Death. It's all around me since the very beginning.

My mother died during childbirth.
5 years later my dad died in a car accident.
I lived in an orphanage for 5 years after that until there was a gas leakage. Everyone in there died except for me because I wandered outside because of a meteor shower.
After that I ran to a park and fell asleep. When I woke up on a bench and there was a lady there trying to help me. There were people playing baseball nearby and I guessed that somebody hit a home run because the ball was heading right towards the lady. It hit her in the head and she was killed instantly because of the impact to her brain.
After that I tried not to get close to anyone in fear that I will bring death to them. Well except for this one person named Gilbert.

Time skip to high school...

Everyday Gilbert would say hi to me and everyday I would turn around and walk away. It wasn't because I didn't like him actually it was the opposite. It was because of my little "curse" that I didn't want him to get close to me. This happened everyday for the first year of high school. One day in my second year of high school everything happened like normal. Gilbert said hi to me and I turned around to walk away, but before I could Gil grabbed my wrist.

"Why do you keep ignoring me?"
"Not here."

Gil then led me to the roof where we could talk without any interruptions.

"Why?"
"Because I don't want you to die."
"I'm not going to die. I'm too awesome for that. But there is something that I want to tell you," he said with a slight blush.
"What is it?," I asked look slightly annoyed.
"I love you," he said while looking away.
"You love me?," I asked looking very surprised.
"Yes will you be my girlfriend?"
"Gil I would love to but not right now. We can start out as friend though," I said with a full blown blush.
"That's fine by me," he said with his signature smirk which I smiled at.

For the next year Gil and I became closer. We would pass notes in class we even did a three day prank which got us detention for a month. We would go out shopping to by random things mainly crazy accessories or video games. When we aren't out we're at his house watching Netflix with me cuddling him or me beating his ass in GTA5.

I felt like I was meant to be with him, but a piece of me could get pass the "curse". Plus it didn't help that the what ifs kept coming like:

What if he dies because of the curse?
What if it's all my fault?
What if he stops loving me?
Would it end the same way as the others?

These questions kept coming back to me, but I ignored them.

One day Gil and I had a fight. It started when he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said no. Then he asked if I loved him and with my conflicted feelings I couldn't tell him an answer so I stormed out of the house. I was crossing the street and failed to notice a speeding car heading towards me, but Gil did. He pushed me out of the way and took the impact for me. The car just stopped and took off again.

Gil was just splayed out on the street. He had a gash on the top of his head and was out cold. I shakily crawled over to him and with his cellphone and tears streaming down my face I called 9-1-1. While the paramedics where coming I decided to talk to the unconscious Gil.

"Gil don't die. You can't die like everybody else in my life. I actually care for you and you care for me deeply so don't go. I didn't get to say it before, but I love you deeply with all of my heart," I said while crying very hard.

The paramedics came and rushed Gil to the hospital where he immediately went into surgery. He had a fractured skull, seven broken ribs, a broken arm and a fractured leg so he wasn't waking up anytime soon. Gil was in there for a month and I was there everyday out of that month and never left his side. One the first day of the second month I decided to talk to Gil.

"Gil wake up alright. I want the awesome you to be here with me. I want to tell you that I love you and I would love to be your girlfriend," I said while starting to cry again.
"Awesome because I love you too," I heard a weak voice reply.

I look up only to see Gil smirking at me. "GIL you're awake," I yelled while giving him the biggest hug ever which probably cracked his other ribs.

"Oww liebling."
"Sorry."
"So do you admit to loving me?"
"Yes I love you very much."

And with that he pulled me down with his good arm and gave me the most compassionate kiss ever. After that I helped Gil with recovery and had no more doubts about the "curse" because this time it didn't win.

I'm very grateful to Gil not because he saved my life, but that is a part of it. It's because in a life full of death Gil taught me how to live.